'If a lady were to love you, my lord, as you love Olivia, if you could
not love her in return, would you not tell her that you could not love,
and must she not be content with this answer', asked Viola. Orsino remained
unmoved. He could not think of the possibility that anyone could love
a person as he did. For him, a mere woman's heart could never be big
enough to have room for so much of love and hence, comparison of love
was ruled out. Viola hated to believe this, but the word was out.
She wanted to reveal that her heart was not so small as he thought.
'Ah, but I know, my lord,' she said. 'What do you know, Cesario?' said
Orsino. 'Too well I know,' replied Viola, 'what love women may owe to
men. They are as true of heart as we are. My father had a daughter who
loved a man, as I perhaps, were I a woman, should love your lordship.'
'And what is her history?' said Orsino. 'A blank, my lord,' replied
Viola: 'she never told her love, but let concealment, like a worm in
the bud, feed on her damask cheek. She pined in thought, and with a green
and yellow melancholy, she sat like patience on a monument, smiling at
Grief.' The duke inquired if this lady died of her love. To this question
Viola gave an elusive answer; as probably she had insincered the story,
to speak words expressive of the secret love and silent grief she suffered
for Orsino.
The conversation was interrupted, by a gentleman, sent by the Duke to
Olivia. 'So please you, my lord, I might not be admitted to the lady,
but by her handmaid she returned you this answer: Until seven years hence,
the element itself shall not behold her face; but like a cloistress she
will walk veiled, watering her chamber with her tears for the sad remembrance
of her dead brother.'
On hearing this, the duke exclaimed: 'O she, that has a heart of this
fine frame, to pay this debt of love to a dead brother, how will she
love, when the rich golden shaft has touched her heart!' And then he
said to Viola: 'You know, Cesario, I have told you all the secrets of
my heart; therefore, good youth, go to Olivia's house. Be not denied
access; stand at her doors, and tell her, there your fixed foot shall
grow till you have audience.'
'And if I do speak to her, my lord, what then?' said Viola. 'O then,'
replied Orsino, 'unfold to her the passion of my love. Make a long discourse
to her of my dear faith. It will well become you to act my woes, for
she will attend more to you than to one of graver aspect.'
Sad... for the lady who loved the Duke. Pity she had to convince another
woman into accept her own love. Most unwillingly, she agreed to honour
the words of the Duke. She had to lure a woman to marry the person she
loved herself, which was not quite enterprising. Fidelity dragged her
to the doorstep of Olivia and soon she found herself facing the servant,
insisting on meeting her.
'I told him that you were sick, said the servant to Olivia. 'He said
he knew you were, and therefore he came to speak with you. I told him
that you were asleep. He seemed to have a foreknowledge of that too,
and said, that therefore he must speak with you. What is to be said to
him, lady? For he seems well prepared for all denials, and will speak
with you, whether you will or no.'
Olivia was curious to see such an authoritative messenger might be and
signaled for him to be admitted to her presence. Viola, entering, put
on the most manly air she could assume, and affecting the fine courtier
language of great men's pages, she said to the veiled lady: 'Most radiant,
exquisite, and matchless beauty, I pray you tell me if you are the lady
of the house; for I should be sorry to cast away my speech upon another;
for besides that it-is excellently well penned, I have taken great pains
to learn it.' 'Whence come you, sir?' said Olivia. 'I can say little
more than I have studied,' replied Viola; 'and that question is out of
my part.'
'Are you a comedian?' said Olivia. 'No,' replied Viola; 'and yet I am
not that which I play' meaning that she, being a woman, pretended herself
to be a man. And again she asked Olivia if she were the lady of the house.
Olivia nodded. Viola concentrated hard on her rival's features trying
to figure out the subtle differences that made her more likable.
'Good madam, let me see your face.' A bold request that was and Olivia
didn't show a single sign of hesitation. She fell for humble Cesario,
the supposed page. When Viola asked to see her face, Olivia said, 'Have
you any commission from your lord and master to negotiate with my face?'
And then, forgetting her determination to go veiled for seven long years,
she drew aside her veil, saying, 'But I will draw the curtain and show
the picture. Is it not well done?'
Viola replied, 'It is beauty truly mixed, the red and white upon your
cheeks is by nature's own cunning hand laid on. You are the most cruel
lady living, if you will lead these graces to the grave, and leave the
world no copy.' 'O, sir,' replied Olivia, 'I will not be so cruel. The
world may have an inventory of my beauty. As, item, two lips, indifferent
red; item, two grey eyes, with lids to them; one neck; one chin; and
so forth. Were you sent here to praise me?' Viola replied: 'I see what
you are: you are too proud, but you are fair.
My lord and master loves you. 0 such a love could but be recompensed,
though you were crowned the queen of beauty: for Orsino loves you with
adoration and with tears, with groans that thunder love, and sighs of
fire.'
'Your lord,' said Olivia, 'knows well my mind. I cannot love him; yet
I doubt not he is virtuous; I know him to be noble and of high estate,
of fresh and spotless youth. All voices proclaim him learned, courteous,
and valiant; yet I cannot love him, he might have taken his answer long
ago.' 'If I did love you as my master does,' said Viola, 'I would make
me a willow cabin at your gates, and call upon your name, I would write
complaining sonnets on Olivia, and sing them in the dead of the night;
your name should sound among the hills, and I would make Echo, the babbling
gossip of the air, cry out Olivia. 0 you should not rest between the
elements of earth and air, but you should pity me.